i cant wait!!hope nothing comes in the way!

hi everyone!!guess wat?shasha is happy again!!!
u noe y?u noe y?!u wanna noe?
cos im getting a spider!!!!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its gonna be a mexican red knee!!!omgomg!!
im gonna care for that lil darling like my own lil child.its gonna be my baby,my boyfriend,my family!but its gonna hv a girls name.hahahahaha...im gonna name it SIMONE!!!
and this baby can grow up to 8 freaggin' inches!!
this is how she will look.well..its not her.but its frm google.hehe..
say HELLO to the lil baby!

oh isnt she adorable?
after her a snake!i still want a snake!always will!i heart reptiles!
ok where did i learn to love these lil creatures?frm the one and only steve irwin!!!remember him?the great crocodile hunter!!too bad he passed away.i always wanted to meet him and visit his zoo.stupid sting ray!haha..this is him with his family.the kids are adorable!






yes the good ol steve!i miss him.:(

xoxo

haha

i was right.i got hurt.no surprise.in that sense..im smart.

stupid stupid shasha!

day 1
i was on cloud 9!!!life couldnt get any better!

day 2
kept me waiting.fine.at night didnt reply msges or return/pick calls.

day3(today!!)
still no calls or msges.fine bitch!!
im so scared.i dont knoe who to tell.im scared im gonna get hurt again n again n again.y is life like this?y is it so unfair?dammit i didnt start it!i didnt even wanna get to noe you to begin with!i cant take a hint!cos each time u gimme a hint i just get more confused!!so if theres really something u wanna say just bloody say it already u freaggin slut!!!to my fucking face!!i hate u..so much..:(
shasha hates u.but will always accept u back if u wanna come back and thats why i hate myself.aarrgghh!!accept u back so i can end up getting hurt again.fall for lies so that i can hurt myself again!go through pain, tears and humilliation again.so depressing..:(
me no likey..
how am i ever gonna be myself again?

i should keep my options open.but then again..i dun have many options.i was just loving single life!n u have to come and ruin everything.EVERYTHING!!ouch.pain.

xoxo