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saya sangat penuh/kenyang.makan terlalu banyak.hahahah..saya sudah gila.maaf ya?saya tak tahu kenapa saya pos ini dalam bm.hahahahahaha...ok i shall stop.

is it wrong?

is it wrong to get wat u want sometimes?
y is it everytime i get sumthing people have to comment mean stuff bout it?
it doesnt matter who says it but it hurts.
im getting so bad at covering how i feel.now everything shows through my face.
i used to be stronger.i didnt care bout wat ppl thought.but wat happened?when did i change?
wat made me change?wat happened that made me like this?was it someone or something?
people say i should stop thinking of myself n look around n start thinking of others.its gonna be hard but i have to.i really am so full of myself.hehe..*sigh*
everything has to go wrong.i hate being so emotional.i hate people who hurt u.
but sometimes its for my own good n it only makes me stronger.

i really hv no idea wat the purpose of this post is.argh!

today!

ok hi!omg!im like so excited to tell u guys this!


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went with jade n jaws to inked in sunway!i nearly didnt do cos i was starting to freak out.hahaha...but i did!no regrets yo!

SEGi college student council camp

date: 11th May 2009 o 13th May 2009

venue: the buddhist temple near college

objective of camp: to allow sc members to bonde.

attendance: Leo (president of student council)
: Faith (our senior)
: ah chan/lucas/hwa chin/L or sum even call him Emo(pls be aware that its the same person with a lot of names)
: Low choon keat(the guy who gave us food n did a lotta things)
: Justin Chow(the D type of person)
: Nikolas Cheah(photographer)
: Jevin Lee yik chee
: pooi yee(the vegan)
: winnie/bear bear(the cartoon character)
: soo wei wei
: nai juin/nai nai (the gal who's scared of everything!)
:Me!

DAY 1

soo wei n i were the 1st 2 to reach the temple.while we waited for the rest to come,we sat n just talked. when they all finally came..we gathered in the hall n i kinda forgot wat we did.but i remember seeing the guys dry the mattresses for us.(now i oso got stml already =.=')
then we had one activity i think n then lunch where our hands were tied to each other n we had to eat.hehe..but we survived the first task!congrats to us!haha..then we had summore activities like "trying to get ppl's attention" i think the reason for this game is cos leo noes we all thatLack Of Attention (LOA)ppl thats y he had this activity.hahaha...kidding kidding.see i so ss laugh at my own joke.then faith came n made us fill up this survey/questionnaire i duno wat to call it.i forgot the name.but its sumthin to make u get to noe urself better.cos true oso wat.u must noe urself first before u can get to know others.hehe..then after everything..we all went up to the guys' room n played uno,speed and mafia.half the time during this camp was spent by playing mafia until u get so bored of that game.n i screw up whenever i narrate.hahaha..the first day ended by us sleeping off at bout 2 sumthin to 3.we had to get up at 8.30 the next morning.n all through out the night we were all shivering.haha..n nobody bothered to turn off the air cond.haihz..

DAY 2

we woke up at 8.15 some showered some didnt.hehehe..n we had biscuits for breakfast.carried out activities n at about 3 something all took an afternoon nap until 6.hahaha..so long yea?then we got up n prepared for the BBQ!!the bbq was amazing man..ate burnt food,tried to start a heart to heart talk which continued in the hall after shower. n all of THEM dosed of at around 3 sumthin.when oni 4 of us stayed up until 4 sumthin.but nik n i didnt sleep.hahaha..i oni managed to sleep properly at bout 7 sumthin.slept for about an hour plus.tired crap.


ok here comes the part where i pour out everything i feel bout the camp.here goes..

i personally think the camp was a success.enjoyed every second of it.every activity,everybody.n through this camp i realised something that i thought would never happen.i realised that this group of friends though i just got to noe them not too long ago are the few i will not give up no matter wat.n its the only group where i am able to accept everyone for who they are eventhough we're soooooo completely different.the best part of this camp was the last night dureing the candle light talk.ah!i duno ive got so much to say but i duno how to put them into words!im so tired now but i dun feel like stopping.i think this post is pretty boring for some ppl but but but but..hahaaha..I DUN CARE!!hahaahahah..

and and and I LOVE U GUYS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!

*winnie and pooi yee its so nice to get to noe u two
*soo wei..thank u sooo much for temaning all throughout the camp!i love u!
*nai nai..i had no idea i could get along with u so well
*gals..loved the pillow talk i had with u'll

**ck..thanx a bunch for providing all the food n spending all ur energy n time just to make sure we enjoyed it.
**leo..thanx for organising this camp.u put in a lot of effort n we enjoyed it to the max n also..dun be so misterious la..hehehe
**justin..it was really nice knowing u.n uve been a great group leader.
**nik..hahaha..nik.i got a lot closer to u at the camp.thanx for taking care of my phone n stuff.hehe
**jevin..i enjoyed ur snoring!!a lot!
**ah chan..u have so many names!!hahaha..cheer up n i will try not to call u emo.;) dun worry no matter wat we call u..we still love u for who u are..

one last thing i wanna say..is dat though i was the only indian..i din feel left out for even one second.i hv no idea y.hahaaha..i love u guys!!!we should go for a movie together some time.

xoxoxXOXOXOXOXxoxoxoxoxoxoXoxOOOxxXXxx

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xoxo

my weekend

hey hey ppl!im having exam on friday!!i should study.i really should.hehe..okok.neways.im here to tell u guys bout my weekend!wheeeee!well..it was the 1st of may n the Young Adults Fellowship group had a retreat.so it was all about glorifying God in a relationship la.really good stuff learnt frm there.most of the youth went to stay over at aunty shirley's new home which is like this really big 21/2 story house.its so beautiful!n all throughout the stay there was not one of us who felt left out or not at home.u get the feeling of a home there.hehe..wonder why.n the food was good those 2 days.i really loved every minute of it.its sumthin money cant buy.the ppl,the place..everything bout it was just right.we had this really good meal that shimron cooked with the help of eugene n a few others.i was busy lazing around.no mood to cook la.n there were too many ppl in the kitchen.too many chefs spoil the dish.correct ah?hahahha..so the meal he cooked was just excellent!he can become a chef instead of a phsycoligist.hehe..ill try to get pics.but for now..enjoy these.

me and the vege?

this was when we were deciding wat to hv for dinner.hehe..

aww..the ppl i grew up with.family dinner.:D <3

the music lady!lois anusha.hahaha..
after shopping for dinner ingredients.just us gals.

thats not me.trust me.its not.

playing uno for fide.hehe..nonsense


and finally..THE FOOD!!


hope u guys enjoyed it.

xoxo

nothing can i boast in

At God’s perfect timing
Christ died for fallen man.
He wore a crown of thorns,
Nails driven through His hands.
Christ willingly endured it,
To death He chose to go.
He broke His body for us,
Shed blood to make us whole.

Nothing can I boast in,
My life is scarred with sin.
My works are filthy rags,
No merit can I bring.
Yet mercy filled Christ’s heart,
Love took Him to the tree.
It’s grace alone which saves me;
Christ’s blood that sets me free.

So if I am boasting,
I’ll speak of my disgrace.
For my weak self displays
The power of God’s grace.
Christ’s Spirit works within me,
In weakness He is strong.
So I look to my Savior

To safely bring me home.

*one of my fav songs now.*