flowers flowers and more flowers!!

hey ppl!

how ya'll doing?hope everyone's fine.hehehe...notice the positive aura?
well its been a pretty good week la despite the fact that time just flew.first time in a long time i feel time passing so fast.well.first of all i have a massive big announcement to make!

ANUSHA'S BABY HAS OFFICIALLY COME HOME!!!!!!
MUMMY LOVES U BABY SIMONE!!!

and how did i get the spider?
well..i was having class and suddenly there was a knock on the door..jeng jeng jeng!!
and a girl's head popped around the corner and asked if she could see me.
and so i went out to see what it was...
can u guess?
i went out to a bunch of girls and theres this really small girl holding a bouquet of roses towards me saying :this is for you!
and i was like..wth!wtf!hahahaa..wats my mom gonna say?!hahaha..cos i cant hide it from her and im sure gonna get tons of questions!!!n yes.very ma fan la.i had to carry the thing wearing heels all the way to usj 2 and climb the stairs go down the stairs and waited for my mom.she was nowhere to be seen!so i had to stand there for awhile la.n when my mom came she saw the flowers and she was like so shocked!n she was like who gave u?from where?wats his name?all kinds of things la.

oh ya.ok.this guy is quite sweet la.cos he found out i like tulips and he searched around just for tulips.hahahaha!!but he cudnt find any..:( awww...
so he got me roses instead.and inside the bouquet there was a container!!and LO AND BEHOLD!!!there was a SPIDER inside!!!my baby tarantula!!!!!!my one and only hunnay bunnay!!!!

im gonna watch it grow!!eat!!shit!everything!!!ahaahaah!!!im gonna love this lil baby!!
my son/daughter!!!watever!!hahahaha!!!
i love you simone baby!!!

oh ya.i got sumthing else to say..i was out with this really hot guy!!!hahahah..and hes hot indeed.=D
okok.enuf.hehe..
i shall go now.bye~~~

xoxo

i cant wait!!hope nothing comes in the way!

hi everyone!!guess wat?shasha is happy again!!!
u noe y?u noe y?!u wanna noe?
cos im getting a spider!!!!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its gonna be a mexican red knee!!!omgomg!!
im gonna care for that lil darling like my own lil child.its gonna be my baby,my boyfriend,my family!but its gonna hv a girls name.hahahahaha...im gonna name it SIMONE!!!
and this baby can grow up to 8 freaggin' inches!!
this is how she will look.well..its not her.but its frm google.hehe..
say HELLO to the lil baby!

oh isnt she adorable?
after her a snake!i still want a snake!always will!i heart reptiles!
ok where did i learn to love these lil creatures?frm the one and only steve irwin!!!remember him?the great crocodile hunter!!too bad he passed away.i always wanted to meet him and visit his zoo.stupid sting ray!haha..this is him with his family.the kids are adorable!






yes the good ol steve!i miss him.:(

xoxo

haha

i was right.i got hurt.no surprise.in that sense..im smart.

stupid stupid shasha!

day 1
i was on cloud 9!!!life couldnt get any better!

day 2
kept me waiting.fine.at night didnt reply msges or return/pick calls.

day3(today!!)
still no calls or msges.fine bitch!!
im so scared.i dont knoe who to tell.im scared im gonna get hurt again n again n again.y is life like this?y is it so unfair?dammit i didnt start it!i didnt even wanna get to noe you to begin with!i cant take a hint!cos each time u gimme a hint i just get more confused!!so if theres really something u wanna say just bloody say it already u freaggin slut!!!to my fucking face!!i hate u..so much..:(
shasha hates u.but will always accept u back if u wanna come back and thats why i hate myself.aarrgghh!!accept u back so i can end up getting hurt again.fall for lies so that i can hurt myself again!go through pain, tears and humilliation again.so depressing..:(
me no likey..
how am i ever gonna be myself again?

i should keep my options open.but then again..i dun have many options.i was just loving single life!n u have to come and ruin everything.EVERYTHING!!ouch.pain.

xoxo

death is peaceful.life..is harder

i don't know if i'm going insane.but i'm so tempted to commit suicide now.mom's giving me hell.classes are gonna start soon and im definitely not looking forward to it.and right now i find myself sitting in front of this screen next to a knife.i weighed my options.
i can hang myself-im too short to hang myself to anything
slit my wrists
jump down a building-im afraid of heights
poison-too dramatic =.='
so i figured i'll go for slitting my wrists.cos if i run away..where do i run to?sometimes dying is better.my mom always tells me im gonna learn the hard way.when she dies i'll learn.has it ever crossed your mind that i may die first mom?i've done everything today.clean my room, the chores and even sharpen the knife.
i wanna feel the warmth of my blood spilling down into my palms.i wanna slowly slip away as my whole life flashes before me.i just wanna die.


how would you like coming home to your daughter lying in a pool of blood on the floor?
i'm sure you'll love it.

jay dee's advance bday

hi everyone!i hv exam on tuesday!*screams* but but but...i went out ytd..to celebrate jd's bday in advance!more like i was forced to go la.haha..but no regrets yo!omg omg.like the whole while we were in the car on the way to PUTRAJAYA, all 5 of us were reminiscing bout the good ol' days in school.and who r the 5?
jade
bird
chuen
and our galfren!!(PRABU!!!)

and of course me la.
we din noe the way to alamanda so jade wound down the window to ask this couple in the car beside us.n the lady said follow us.we're going there now.she spoke in malay la.we were like omg!so fortunate man.hahaha..
there was so much screaming and laughing in the car and it was so fun.making fun of prabu.when we finally reached alamanda, we stood in the mall in front of the directory and stared blankly.hahaha..had no idea where to go.so we called the one person we came all the way there for..the one and only hazri asraf bin zainuddin!!
after he came, we walked to mcds and sat there so jd could eat.
after that we just walked around, laughed, ran, made a fool of ourselves(well,more like myself) on the escalator and poked boobies.i duno wats up with jade n booby poking.she enjoys it!and she spread the booby poking syndrome to me as well.hahaha..n our victim was elibird!!hahahaha...cos shes like so soft n delicate n wun kena us back so we kena her la.hahaha..

before we left, we went to BR to find sumthin out.jade asked me to ask.
me: hi.excuse me.may i noe who's the manager here?
the only guy at the counter:looks at me like as if im an idiot and says..i am.
hahaha...omg!in my face man!hahaha...but like..i duno..jade wanted to noe if her former manager worked there cos she heard she transfered to alamanda.haha..but i think she left already.oh well.
so after that embarassment we went to buy famous amos cookies n left to go to the dataran.since G noes the way, we asked him to show directions la.this guy led us to a mamak.hahahaha..n we were like WTH?!this is no dataran!hahahha..then hes like oh!u wanna go dataran ah?i thought shisha!hahahahaha....so he led the way to the dataran la.when we reached there..we took pics, ran around, sat in the middle of a star and talked n talked n talked.seriously enjoyed that time.

after all that we went to send G back to bangi and reached home bout 11.40.but got scolding frm my parents.hahaha..cos they duno i went to putrajaya.think i went to pyramid.ssshh...
oh well.im sry mummy..im sry daddy...i luv ya'll.but if i told u where i was going u wudnt hv let me go.cos u dun think its safe.but im fine.so dun worry so much.:)

n i ended up sleeping at 2 sumthing.woke up today and supposed to study.and im going now.

i jz wanna say..i miss u guys so much la..i wish i could see ya'll more often.ive had a horrible week n u guys really changed everything.thanks a bunches!luv ya'll!
im glad jade had fun too.thats the most important thing.cos it was all bout u ytd!have a nice birthday dear!

xoxo.

i should write a story bout my life.bout how many heartbreaks i've had.bout how stupid i am.i HATE myself!completely hate myself.but it'll be stupid of me to kill myself over a guy.hes not worth it.but sumtimes i find no worth in living.wat do i get frm being able to live everyday?i get to cry.get to see ppl die.get to see ppl cry.get hurt.fail in everything i do.fall for shit so easily.

i hate myself.

half alive,i love it.

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

dreams at the wrong time.lol

ah!yes!look at the post before this.im supposed to be studying anyway.i think its a way of punishment frm God.hehe.. neways i utterly abhor people who think the world revolves around them!n those who like touching you everytime.gosh!it gets annoying ok!dun freaggin touch me!but if i tell u..then things will change between us.well not like it hasnt already as much as i hate to admit.but seriously.stop touching me!im not ur freaggin gf!dun wanna be!

but actually i wanna post about valentines day.i just miss it.wish it was valentines.was looking through some pics n found hearts n roses n all that.just brought my mind to think of valentines.thats wat makes it so overrated.*rolls eyes* but yes its nice to have just one special day for the specialest person in ur life.:) of course it doesnt only have to be celebrated with ur boyfriend or galfriend.theres still mummy,daddy ur bros n sistas frm other mothers too!hehee..but nothing can beat the feeling as you watch him approach you from a distance..or as he holds you tight with the promise of never letting you go.




or the times when u watch this:


or this:
together.
but of course its not always a bed of roses.one of us will make mistakes..



n sometimes the problems won't have a chance to be solved and this results in a goodbye.. :(

n for some of us its so hard for us to forget that person though its been forever!




i shall leave now n seal it with a



happy valentines day!
xoxo.

i was gonna post a new thing but it ended up going missing cos i accidentally pressed the wrong thing n didnt even save it in my drafts b4 this!!!it was quite a good post i should say!omgomg!!am i destined to write/post sucky shit?!

bang balls n shisha

today went to college n everything was jz normal.n during class i was like talking to lee wen throughout the whole thing.hehehe.. then i got home bout 6.30 n received a call.guess who its frm..
frm nick mok.asking me if i wanna join them (his sis, daren kum n nikolas) go shisha or not.so i was like ok la.hahaah..then we went to 15 lepak in AC like lazy bums waited for nick n his sis to finish dinner n they played cho tai ti.so neways after their dinner, we went upstairs to bang some balls.we played 3 games n all 3 also nick mok n daren kena tapau kao kao!hahah..it just happen to be nik n my day.;) afta dat we went to tanjung in 14 to shisha.waited there for awhile then decided to leave. as we were leaving i asked a guy.."shisha hari ini tada buka ah?"hahaah...see my bm so chun.the fella was like .."hari ini shisha tak buka la."i was like daym!haha..so we went to ss13.sat there and talk bout nonsense n FINALLY!!!the long awaited shisha had arrived!!we took apple grape mint flavor.its good.nick mok n his sister shisha pretty well for first timers.n so yea.thats bout it for today.came back n im just so tired.eating my cheesecake.yummy!:D

will update again soon ppl!when im not too lazy la.hehe..
xoxo

i luv the sc room n sc ppl!:D

hi everyone!sha ere!i noe i MIA for awhile.hahaha..busy la.but bz oso nth to blog.hahah..but today i got sumthin to blog.u noe y?cos i had ramly burger.so got inspiration!ehheeh..n i feel damn fat i tell u first!!imagine hving ramly burger yesterday n today.omg omg!that just spells out guilty!ive sinned against my body. :( so im gonna go on a massively strict diet.lose sum shitty weight man!

ok so today i went to coll so damn early. u now y?to paint la.hehe..paint wat?paint sc room.the colour?purple.very nice la.i tell u the boys paint like pros man.can quit their course n do painting as a living.hehehe..kidding kidding.but even the maintainence guy said its nice.the guard also was fascinated by it.so we started painting bout 9 sumthin n finish bout 1 or 2 sumthin i think.wasnt really keeping track of time.n then we lazed around for awhile and bout 3 sumthin gonna b 4 we left for ikea!whos the we?it was jien,jevin,nik,misha n i.hahaha...i tell u ah..i duno wat to say la.i go all the way to ikea oso can see coll ppl.like wth rite?!then i smiled at her.i think shes frm coll la.then over at ikea rite..i tell u..we act like jakuns man!hahaha..until ppl look at us.hahha..n i was the mummy who pushed the trolly.then..play so much until nik broke misha's slipper.hahaha..poor gal had to walk with one slipper spoiled the rest of ikea.i see oso i fell pain di.then we jumped on every bed we saw..sat on every chair that was there n nik even put a bowl or sumthin on jien's head n took anotha stick thingy n hit it!hahaa..so it looked like in the cartoons.n jien's head had lil birdies flying in circles.oh..im sure all the sc members will noe wat happens in the car when 2 cars go together.hahahaha..they started all their nonsense la.showing middle finger.playing with the viper.flashing at each other.shouting out the window at each other.i really duno wat ill do without them.they light up my life!then that was it la.

after ikea we went to bistro to have our ramly.met up with daren,his gf(ares),billy n nick mok. we sat there n talk talk talk.n guess wat.reach bistro rite..saw summore coll frens.hahha..ok la..i gotta admit.im popular.ahahahah;)kidding kidding.n theres less than a month!!!only sum ppl wud understand.ok i shall go!mwa mwa!!luv ya'll!keep reading!i'll try to b a lil more rajin n update it k.mayb i'll talk bout my diets.the diff kinds n the kinds that work.mayb la.see first.for now..
tataz!
xoxo

mid summer night's dream

ok judging by the title im sure most of you would knoe its SEGi subang's prom which was held ytd at berjaya time's square in the manhattan ballroom.this prom committee consists of student council n fayette house members.and it took a lot of trouble for a lot of ppl just to make sure everything goes well on that day.a lot of ppl had to go out of their way in order to carry out their duties.it was nice working with u fayette house n lets forget everything bad that happened during the preparations.glad the prom wasnt that bad.i think it was fine.n i got to talk to the ecx guys and theyre so damn hot.hahahah..especially when they dance.omg!n some of the other performances were ok.n i had to have my dinner in the performance room when my table was actually table one.hahaahah..but nvm la.got to talk to the ecx guys.;) i forgot their names.i only remember one is dennis.i think.

ok.so lemme get to the whole thing la.fayette house told sc members to be at berjaya at 10am on the day of the event itself.cos we hv a lot to do n we hv to rehearse n shit.so of course some of us went.the night b4 joshua n a few others went there to see wat deco they can mayb set up first n stuff.then the next day i woke up at 6am got dressed and left my house bout 7.40 to go to nai's place so that ck can pick us up.when i reached there ck was already there and so we went to pick leo.then he drove drove drove until we ended up at danny's place.over there we saw danny,justin and jevin.so after awhile we started driving again.then drive drive drive until we reached this place to hv breakfast then after breakfast we went to times square.n that was about 10 sumthin.when we reached the place not a soul we knew was there.so we sat around for ahwile n waited then josh came bout 11 sumthin if im not mistaken.he came with nikolas,ah chan and after awhile jien came.
they came oni started work straight away.so effiecient man.then he set up the lights n all n leo soo wei,nai n i were outside talking bout our parents.lol.after awhile we went in n watched josh continue setting up n then started sticking dbl sided tape on some papers for the deco la.n as we were doing that..fayette house members came.n that was 12 sumthin.then they went for lunch.then bout 3 sumthin win win soo wei nai n i went to shower n get dressed n all.we took i have no idea how long to get dressed.lol.then we did our hair.i forgot to take pic of my hair!!he:(sux rite.michael and guys did free for the committee members.n ya that part was nice.hehe..then we went up n got summore stuff ready n by the time the whole event started my feet started to hurt.so i took of my shoes n walked around barefoot for awhile.haha n the whole place was so cold!a few fo us had to start by ushering.n i was dying.hahaha..n i got to usher this really cute guy name amir.there that guy that was in the KFC ad.hes damn cute man.then erm erm soo wei n i after ushering went to get ECX their dinner waited to take them backstage.meanwhilewe chatted a lil with them.hmm..theyre really nice ppl.after all the escorting of performers were done soo wei n i went to munch a lil.ppl started dancing odi.hahah..the couples.so cute man sum of them.i forgot who was performing.then cheryl won the prom queen!congrats gal!im not really surprised tho.she looked gorgeous ytd.n i got to meet yvonne after ages.i miss u babe!then we went around taking pics n dancing n there was a group hug where my hair got messed up.:(hahaha..thank goodness it was almost to the end of the event.so we danced n danced until our legs were gonna break.n the floor too.then it was time to clear up.so we started clearing up n all when everybody went back it was only joshua,nik,jien,justin,jevin,ck,syari,ah chan n me left.the boys were cleaning up n i fell asleep at bout 2 sumthin after like 15 mins since winwin left.when i woke up they were almost done so i went back to sleep n when i woke up they were almost done again.so i decided to wait n try not to sleep back if not confirm i cannot get up.finally bout 3 sumthin they were done n we left.we took anotha like 15 mins just to sort the things out n put them in the cars.n both avanza n kancil were packed with stuff.n in josh's car was ah chan,josh,nik,syari n me.so squashy man.then on our way back the police stopped us cos they saw the car was so packed.then when josh got down he tried to explain to them n all.then the police asked josh y got small gal in the car.ahahahaah..then he asked for all our i.cs.then we took it out n gave them la.all the boys gave n when i gave mine the police was like.."oh perempuan ah?takpe la."muahahahaha!!no need to show ic man.then they copied down all the boys ic numbers.like wtf rite.for wat?n finally they let us go.sigh..wasted anotha 15 mins with them.then it seemed like it took forever to get home.n finally bout 4 sumthin i reached home.n leit was in my house forcing me to go shower n when i came out nai called me n we started talking n leit was talking to sean n we were disturbing each other eventhough we were on 2 diff phones with 2 diff ppl.lol.then after we hung up.we started talking.tell each other stories until i fell asleep.hehehe..then we really went to sleep.n today i woke up at 12.had cereal with spoilt milk.hahahah!!!
its like leit n i were talking hving our cereal n suddenly i realise the cereal was like sour a bit so i asked her "eh is it sour "n shes like "ya.a lil bit i think.'hahaha..so we threw that away n started anotha bowl.then had longan then had lunch then had mangosteen n finally ice cream.hahaha..n now im still so tired.
ok before i end this post..i wanna wish leo for the last time.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!belated la actually cos ytd was his bday.
ok chiows!
xoxo.

car wash is over.

tiring tiredness.

IM SO TIRED!!!!!!woke up at 730 got dressed n went to coll at 8 something to wash cars.i seriously dont remember how many cars we washed and i dont think i wanna remember cos just the thought of it drains the crap outta me.hahaha..n actually im too lazy to blog.so im just gonna simply tell u all wat happened.ya so we washed cars whole day got wet nicely then bout 2 sumthin was gonna change n go for class then i saw my phone.message from cheryl saying class is canceled.i was like wooooohooooo!!!hahaha..nice man.just on time.n tomorrow i got no class again.so we waited to close shop then we went to play bball in usj 3 i think.hahaha..so many of us went man.i tell u.jevin ck justin leo billy daren nicholas nikolas soo wei nai jiun winwin and dani salleh.i hope im not missing anyone out.hahaah..u guys r gonna see these names a lot.hehe..erm ya.we started playing bball frm i duno wat time till like 8 around there.it was so fun la i tell u.first few games my team won then we started losing.hahaha..kena tapau like shit.then bout 7 sumthin to 8 we left n went home.reached home bout 9 oni.but the rest like justin they all went yum cha.wish i could join u'll.:( next time k?oh ya.n in the car with justin i realized i can talk to him.hahaha..got lot to talk to u ah.summore can talk until like no boundaries.hahaha..thanx justin.the last question u asked..ive neva told anyone in my whole life b4.so ur the 1st.hehe..tomorrow got car wash again whole day n afta dat TRANSFOMERS!!!hahaha...looking forward to tomorrow!till then..

xoxo

my mom's gonna kill me because...

because i didnt go to church.i was waiting for my friend to pick me but he just didnt come.messaged him yesterday but no reply so today i called him n i couldnt get through.damn la.im dead.now im sitting alone at home posting this blog n if my mom noes..im gonna die even more.so how now?church is all the way at puchong.sigh..everyones invited to my funeral.:'(

xoxo

finally!a movie with a few sc members!

hey everyone!!omg!today was such a long day!!but it was really nice la.it first started off sucky cos we had to launch the take the stairs campaign n there was a misunderstanding with sc n the maintenance ppl.actually ah..on second thought ah..we should hv known segi is run by idiotas.they say one thing anotha thing will happen.first they said will provide us with 4 buckets of paint to paint each floor that has a faculty la.then ltr when lisa walked up the stairs, she stopped at 2nd floor(supposed to walk staright to the tenth floor actually).so we thought we can start painting la.then she said "nvm nvm.no need to paint wan..i just wanted u all to pretend to paint when the students pass by." i was like wtf u mfk!!!serious shit la.we woke up so f***ing early to pretend to paint which didnt even happen in the end.she thinks ppl r as lifeless as her.seriously.then.we din noe wat to do after the campaign so we decided to open the prom booth la.n just sat there n did nothing so we decided to close the booth n head upstairs to find sumthing to do.n soo wei decided to go sing k.n she called justin who dragged ck jevin n i.supposed to join the iyf ppl.got 5 of them i think.

when we reached redbox..we sat there waiting and finally they came.then they went to the counter n after awhile came back telling soo wei they dowanna join us.so we were like fine!ass.hahahaa...we left la.went to watch BLOOD The Last Vampire.the name oni scary la.soo wei sat next to justin n halfway through the movie got parts that will give u a shock la.but u can kinda see it coming so justin will warn wei bout it but she will still scream n give justin a fright.hahahahaha!!hilarious shit.n ck kept touching me trying to scare me.n i was curled up in my seat.whereas jevin.jz sat there n stared at the screen.like got no feeling.haha...so funny.then b4 the movie started we went to eat at BBQ plaza cos of ck la.then just when the movie was bout to start some ppl came n sat in the row in front of me.u noe who it was?no it wasnt may lim chin ai..it was kuah shen yang!!!hhhahaaha...nice to see u man!2nd time bumping into u outside.then after the movie we went back n chillaxed in coll for awhile then i asked my mom to pick me n then i went home.lol.duh!

when i reached home i called karthini to come out to asam with me.n when we were out i was just talking to her when i spotted a human that looked familiar at the bball court.it was daren!n of cos if daren was there billy would be there too!so i went to the court n waited there n talked to billy n daren which later daren spotted this gal n started checking her out.shes 15 la!hes 21!hahahaha..big age gap!lol.but sokay..just to wash eyes oni..so yea..that was my day.went for dinner at face2face with parents had mcdonalds ice cream after that(which the dog ate the other half when i reached home).

last but not least..i would like to wish jevin HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!hehehe..im gonna stop there for u.lol.

hasta la vista babehs!

xoxo

i found out bout something

ok before i tell you about what i found out allow me to enlighten you on what happened today.

first.i canceled my music to go to college for orientation.which means tomorrow or wednesday i'll have class..:(

then after the orientation..soo wei n i went for lunch nicholas mok watching us eat.then we decided to go for a movie.well we planned this that day itself la.i dunno wat day but that day la.so we went to watch 17 again.and i tell u i heart zac efron!!hes so damn hawt!!!damn!theres one scene he comes out of his car n puts on his leather jacket n its so FUUHH!!!!the best part was there wasnt that bitch of a vanessa hudgens to disturb the moment.woo!so i could peacefully drool over this hunk.oh oh!n guess wat.when i went in the cinema i saw this couple sitting in my place.like ma bugger its MY PLACE!hahaha..then i was like gonna tell them their sitting on my place n shit but i then realized it was may n jeremy!the oh so cute couple!n may it was a delight bumping into u there!i love u soso much!they also showed me the sesated door.;)

after the movie wei n i decided to go back to coll la.so we walked around n later ended up in the sc room.where else rite.soon harmonie jevin ck n ah chan were in the room n we were cutting the edges of the bookmarks while sum were watching movies on their laptops.then billy walks in telling us he wants to play bball in ss14 court.asam la.so i was like "eh!dats my place!"muahahaha!!then we decided to save the environment n car pool instead of my mom coming to fetch me.nick mok billy darren soo wei n me walked to billy's place to get his car.we were sweating shit man.it was so damn hot.the ride to asam was jz normal n when we reached we shot a few balls which later ended up playing with some 15 year olds.they might b 15 but i tell u their bball skills are GENG man!serious shit.reminds me of when i was 15.now i damn karat already.then after a few games i got really tired so i decided to stop n let keenan(my former neighbor) take my place.then after that game the guys got bored so they went to play with the older boys the other half of the court.n i of cos had to stand there watching unless i wanted to be trampled on then mayb i wud hv joined in.;)so as i was doing all the watching..i saw someone in the distance.then i realized i noe that person.n he was holding hands with another gal.u noe who it was?do u?do u?!it was the 7-11 GUY!!!damn la wei!hahahaha..i was so sad.hahahahaa..but oh well.wattodo?sigh.ok so that was the sad thing i wanted to tell u all about.hahahaha..actually its nth la.hahahahahha!!!so im alrite.just that i always thought the 711 guy is cute.i still think so.sigh..nvm la.ok.thats all for now.see ya'll!thanx for spending ur time reading!love ya'll!

xoxo

i have nothing to blog about!!my mind is like a river that ran dry.not a drop left.help me!nothing happened this week mayb thats y.im sry im sry.ill try to find sumthing to blog about ok?everybody!especially u nicholas mok!hahaha..

p.s. my cat got a new collar and she looks so cute with it! ;)

xoxo

3 days

hey ppl its fourth june one more month to america's independence day.n its also KELLY'S BIRTHDAY!!!so happy birthday dear!!!i love u!!enjoyed smudging cream all over u!i hope u had a good time.n u do noe i'll be here for u through thick and thin.i will always cherish the moments i had with u since last year until now n those times to come.=D



so ok.now i shall tell u everything bout these 3 days.actually nth much la.same ol same ol.

it all started on monday evening after i received a phone call from ck asking me if i wanna go back to coll to play FREE pool with him.it was 6 sumthin n i jz reached home!of cos i couldnt!thus i had to patiently wait for tuesday to arrive.and behold!!tuesday came!!!went to coll bout 9 sumthin i think.n saw soo wei with 3 of the f4s in the sc room.(this is as far as i remember).then we were jz lazing around when suddenly at 10.30 ck comes bursting into the sc room n asks "sha!wan go play pool?"sha replies with "now?is it even open?" ck says "lets go see!!!"so off we went! n omg!!that place was open!!a bit the too early to open rite?hahah..so the 2 of us played until 1150sumthing and ran to coll after that for sc meeting.then after sc meeting we had lunch at mcds with a few babies n the rest of the seniors then at bout 1.30 we continued playing pool.play play play n cannot stop until i decided i wun be able to attend class.so i played until 6.i mean cmon!even if i went for class n actually sat in..my mind would b on pool.its free dammit!!im malaysian!!im a freaggin freeloader!!so yea.hahahaha..but i still suckjat it.i oni won once or twice thats with ppl giving me chance n shit.so that was tuesday.

on wednesday..nothing happened.i went to coll.sat through class alone(cos all my frens decided to ditch me n ponteng)so i was the loner.n made frens with 2 very nice juniors.but i forgot their names.=.=" sowee...
dammit la.first time i find class so boring!!it finished at 6.30.anotha half an hour n i'll be posting this from the pit of my grave!i mean..the lecturer is nice n all.just that shes really boring.then they complain that we're noisy.forgive us for being so good at attracting ppl's attention!n that includes YOURS!;)lol.
finally class was over then at night i cracked my head for an excuse to go to 711.hahaah..so i can see *ahem ahem* and finally i came up with the excuse that i was in desperate need of ice cream.u gotta admit.im a genious!;)but yes!lemmes finish my story.of cos with such a good excuse i got my way n went to 7-11 la.but to my deepest most disappointing surprise he WASN'T there!!!:( wasted all my effort.its ok.i shall try to go on sat night.i miss him.:( sigh..that was disappointing wednesday.

thursday!went to coll.sold 2 beau bristow tickets.(beau's this hot dude frm US coming to promote his music.the tix oni 5 bucks.i think its totally worth it,even if the music suck at least theres a proper decent face to look at!)and the 3rd ticket im saving for myself!i wanna see him.;p
so dats all bout today la.we played uno, watched funny arabian vids, celebrated kelly's bday, went through nagas' class n i manage to survive through the whole day.im grateful for that.oh ya.i randomly said hi to a guy frm coll.hes not frm here.international student.n he was very friendly.but i didnt get his name.very tall dude frm ADP.in the evening i went out to asam with estee n she showed me her badly bruised knee..poor gal.hope it gets well soon dear.

thats all for now..wonder wats gonna happen tomorrow..mayb i should start blogging bout my future instead of the past.hahaha..see ya'll!!

xoxo

to sc seniors

i emo..:( so many things happened n im thinking of so many things.n i realise that i love u guys so much.n i dowanna lose ya'll.i need u ppl.so stay with me..:(

sc camp 2

these are some of the pics at sc camp.


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xoxo

the weekend

hey hey ppl!ok.first of all i hate ppl who copy!dammit bitchazzz get a life!!then i also feel really down when my frens r emo n i hv no idea y..i feel so helpless n like a useless fren.:( i just wish u could tell me ur probs.at least i noe wats going on..so dun hesitate k.theres always a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on here.:D

so lemme start by telling ya'll wat happened ytd.estee n i went to asam about 5.30 n lepaked.we had a mission.our mission was to walk all the way to AC to get that ice cream!!u noe which ice cream?THAT ice cream!hahah...u noe!that one la!the old aunty selling.nvm.neways its jz THAT ice cream la.so bout 6 we left on our journey to AC!bloody hell tiring man!by the time we crossed the bridge,passed by 2 policeman without our ic and reached AC..we were like sweating swines!hahah..so we went had an ice cream each.i got coconut n she got mango.then we sat down and ate the first round waiting to cool down.it was so refreshing!!dats how estee would say it.hahaha..shes so cute la.u ppl should hear the way she describes the ice cream.hahaha..then after we finished that ice cream we bought anotha one.this time we both got sour plum.yummy!we ate the second one while we walked home..n i just love spending time with estee.shes so funny.one part we laugh until cannot stop.haha..crazy..aih..ok so dat was ytd.

today rite..i woke up thinking its sunday.n i wasnt happy.then when it finally hit its saturday i got outta bed immediately.n i went out with my parents to hv breakfast.i was yawning on the way to breakfast, all throughout breakfast n later on the way home oso.hehe..it was only 9 sumthin wat do u expect?then i came online n lepaked then i watched frost/nixon.good movie yo.for lunch my mummy made some really good chicken.i duno wat chicken is dat.i think its sum kinda chicken sambal.but it looks like tomato chicken but its spicy.n its so good!*drooldrool* while all that was happening..i was planning to go swimming with ck,misha,ah chan n nik.but then i couldnt get nik on his phone n ltr win win ended up coming instead.

we were supposed to meet at 4.30 but by the time ck picked me it was 5 sumthin odi.hahah..cos win win forgot sumthin.hahahaaha!!win win u damn funny!the bear forgot the honey!;)then we decided to go to misha's place to swim at court 9 la.when we reached there we were waiting at the pool the guard told ck visitors cant swim there.so we had to got to ah chan's place instead.when we reached ah chan's place,ck went to change n later win win n i went oso.then we followed ck la.almost went in the guys bathroom man!no sign outside the bathroom!win was gonna walk in odi then she saw ck's back n ran out!hahahaha..n when we finally found the gal's bathroom we changed faster n went in the water.we finished swimming like damn fast u noe.when misha came we had to go odi.so win i were getting ready to go.she left me n went first.yes.she left me with the two monkey boys who chased me n wanted to throw me in!hahaha..when they finally caught me, they gave me a choice on wether i wanna jump or they throw me in.of cos i chose to jump!hahaha..when i jumped rite like damn tak jadi lor.i cant swim!that resulted in me not hving the confidence to jump n that finally led to doing a stupid kinda jump.hahaha..oh well.but it was fun hanging with u ppl.i dun mind doing it everyday!but should bring more ppl next time.soo wei n nai nai couldnt join us cos they are at relay for life.like rite now.n im jealous cos they said got lot of leng chai.:(i wanna go too..oh well.too bad i cant.n after swimming my parents picked me up to go for dinner.i was so dead tired at that time but i didnt wanna go home.so i kept bugging them n asking where we're going.n they said pj!for dinner.yay.hahaha..

we ended up in south pacific.gosh the frogs n the crabs!hahaha..they were alive but they looked so yummy!but we didnt get them.that kinda food must eat in a big group.this time it was only 3 of us.mummy,daddy n me.:D so we ordered 3 season fish(i think thats the name la),4 angled beans(spicy one),sizzling taufu(as if i dun sizzle enuf)hahahaa..perasan sial and black pepper venison(is it spelt rite?) lastly the mantis prawn!hahaa..good stuff.but seriously first time i ate until i wanna burst!go paandi's(the banana leaf restaurant which gives one mountain of rice n expects u to finish that) oso not as bad.cos got no bros do b my rubbish bin.;)so we had to struggle to finish all the food.hahah..thou shalt not waste the food that is set before u.so until now at 1.05 am im still full.then after the dinner, i still din wanna go home.so i asked my daddy to go for a ride around pj.so we went la.then we came to a round about.n he started going round n round n round about at least 5 times!my mom n i were like "we're gonna puke dammit!we just ate!"hahaah..then my dad finally turned into one lane n headed for amcorp mall.it was 9 already at that time.the shops were starting to close.but we still went in.walked around for about an hour.nth much to see cos all closing.oni stayed on the 1st floor.haha..then finally..at 10 we left for home.n now im online.:)

hope u guys enjoyed reading!till then!

xoxo

the precious lil moments.

hi.today i had my mandarin exam.like finally it came!hahaha..n finally i got it done!*sigh*
n i did well too!i got 94 out of 100!woohoo!yay for sha?hahahah..then after the whole exam thing dani,guo yi,kar wai,safiah,mr.pablo,estee and me went to bang some balls!n mr pablo was D man cos he belanja all of us.serious shit wei.he bought us drinks,paid for food,paid for ice cream n as if not enuf paid for pool oso!hahaha..thanx mr pablo!well neways i really hv no regrets joining this class.i had serious fun with u ppl n i got to mingle with ppl of all ages.dats pretty cool actually.n today at orientation i saw a cute guy.n i gave him my number n later we msged.hahhah..hes damn cute.hahahah..okok enuf sha.i think my han yu lao shi is damn kewl.ta de ming shi liao lao shi.xie xie ni loa shi.u hv been a great teacher.hahaha..hope to see u in the days to come!ill miss u guys so keep in touch.n mayb one day we shall bang balls again.lemme noe if ur gonna 2nd level!

xoxo

we're getting old.hahaha

this post is specially for may lim chin ai!
all i wanna say now is


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

ur 19 love!!im so proud of u!hahahah..
n i miss hanging out with u..we should go out soon.i love that we've become very close.i wanna watch a movie with u again n i've got so much to tell u.oh no may!hahahahah..i miss u!!

have a blessed bday dear!

xoxoxo!

:)

saya sangat penuh/kenyang.makan terlalu banyak.hahahah..saya sudah gila.maaf ya?saya tak tahu kenapa saya pos ini dalam bm.hahahahahaha...ok i shall stop.

is it wrong?

is it wrong to get wat u want sometimes?
y is it everytime i get sumthing people have to comment mean stuff bout it?
it doesnt matter who says it but it hurts.
im getting so bad at covering how i feel.now everything shows through my face.
i used to be stronger.i didnt care bout wat ppl thought.but wat happened?when did i change?
wat made me change?wat happened that made me like this?was it someone or something?
people say i should stop thinking of myself n look around n start thinking of others.its gonna be hard but i have to.i really am so full of myself.hehe..*sigh*
everything has to go wrong.i hate being so emotional.i hate people who hurt u.
but sometimes its for my own good n it only makes me stronger.

i really hv no idea wat the purpose of this post is.argh!

today!

ok hi!omg!im like so excited to tell u guys this!


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went with jade n jaws to inked in sunway!i nearly didnt do cos i was starting to freak out.hahaha...but i did!no regrets yo!

SEGi college student council camp

date: 11th May 2009 o 13th May 2009

venue: the buddhist temple near college

objective of camp: to allow sc members to bonde.

attendance: Leo (president of student council)
: Faith (our senior)
: ah chan/lucas/hwa chin/L or sum even call him Emo(pls be aware that its the same person with a lot of names)
: Low choon keat(the guy who gave us food n did a lotta things)
: Justin Chow(the D type of person)
: Nikolas Cheah(photographer)
: Jevin Lee yik chee
: pooi yee(the vegan)
: winnie/bear bear(the cartoon character)
: soo wei wei
: nai juin/nai nai (the gal who's scared of everything!)
:Me!

DAY 1

soo wei n i were the 1st 2 to reach the temple.while we waited for the rest to come,we sat n just talked. when they all finally came..we gathered in the hall n i kinda forgot wat we did.but i remember seeing the guys dry the mattresses for us.(now i oso got stml already =.=')
then we had one activity i think n then lunch where our hands were tied to each other n we had to eat.hehe..but we survived the first task!congrats to us!haha..then we had summore activities like "trying to get ppl's attention" i think the reason for this game is cos leo noes we all thatLack Of Attention (LOA)ppl thats y he had this activity.hahaha...kidding kidding.see i so ss laugh at my own joke.then faith came n made us fill up this survey/questionnaire i duno wat to call it.i forgot the name.but its sumthin to make u get to noe urself better.cos true oso wat.u must noe urself first before u can get to know others.hehe..then after everything..we all went up to the guys' room n played uno,speed and mafia.half the time during this camp was spent by playing mafia until u get so bored of that game.n i screw up whenever i narrate.hahaha..the first day ended by us sleeping off at bout 2 sumthin to 3.we had to get up at 8.30 the next morning.n all through out the night we were all shivering.haha..n nobody bothered to turn off the air cond.haihz..

DAY 2

we woke up at 8.15 some showered some didnt.hehehe..n we had biscuits for breakfast.carried out activities n at about 3 something all took an afternoon nap until 6.hahaha..so long yea?then we got up n prepared for the BBQ!!the bbq was amazing man..ate burnt food,tried to start a heart to heart talk which continued in the hall after shower. n all of THEM dosed of at around 3 sumthin.when oni 4 of us stayed up until 4 sumthin.but nik n i didnt sleep.hahaha..i oni managed to sleep properly at bout 7 sumthin.slept for about an hour plus.tired crap.


ok here comes the part where i pour out everything i feel bout the camp.here goes..

i personally think the camp was a success.enjoyed every second of it.every activity,everybody.n through this camp i realised something that i thought would never happen.i realised that this group of friends though i just got to noe them not too long ago are the few i will not give up no matter wat.n its the only group where i am able to accept everyone for who they are eventhough we're soooooo completely different.the best part of this camp was the last night dureing the candle light talk.ah!i duno ive got so much to say but i duno how to put them into words!im so tired now but i dun feel like stopping.i think this post is pretty boring for some ppl but but but but..hahaaha..I DUN CARE!!hahaahahah..

and and and I LOVE U GUYS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!

*winnie and pooi yee its so nice to get to noe u two
*soo wei..thank u sooo much for temaning all throughout the camp!i love u!
*nai nai..i had no idea i could get along with u so well
*gals..loved the pillow talk i had with u'll

**ck..thanx a bunch for providing all the food n spending all ur energy n time just to make sure we enjoyed it.
**leo..thanx for organising this camp.u put in a lot of effort n we enjoyed it to the max n also..dun be so misterious la..hehehe
**justin..it was really nice knowing u.n uve been a great group leader.
**nik..hahaha..nik.i got a lot closer to u at the camp.thanx for taking care of my phone n stuff.hehe
**jevin..i enjoyed ur snoring!!a lot!
**ah chan..u have so many names!!hahaha..cheer up n i will try not to call u emo.;) dun worry no matter wat we call u..we still love u for who u are..

one last thing i wanna say..is dat though i was the only indian..i din feel left out for even one second.i hv no idea y.hahaaha..i love u guys!!!we should go for a movie together some time.

xoxoxXOXOXOXOXxoxoxoxoxoxoXoxOOOxxXXxx

ruumz

hey!!join ruumz ppl!its like facebook.but its local la..n its quite nice.can do quite a lot of stuff.its new.so join k?k?k?http://shaness.ruumz.com/MyProfile.aspx.this is the link to my profile.see u there!!

xoxo

my weekend

hey hey ppl!im having exam on friday!!i should study.i really should.hehe..okok.neways.im here to tell u guys bout my weekend!wheeeee!well..it was the 1st of may n the Young Adults Fellowship group had a retreat.so it was all about glorifying God in a relationship la.really good stuff learnt frm there.most of the youth went to stay over at aunty shirley's new home which is like this really big 21/2 story house.its so beautiful!n all throughout the stay there was not one of us who felt left out or not at home.u get the feeling of a home there.hehe..wonder why.n the food was good those 2 days.i really loved every minute of it.its sumthin money cant buy.the ppl,the place..everything bout it was just right.we had this really good meal that shimron cooked with the help of eugene n a few others.i was busy lazing around.no mood to cook la.n there were too many ppl in the kitchen.too many chefs spoil the dish.correct ah?hahahha..so the meal he cooked was just excellent!he can become a chef instead of a phsycoligist.hehe..ill try to get pics.but for now..enjoy these.

me and the vege?

this was when we were deciding wat to hv for dinner.hehe..

aww..the ppl i grew up with.family dinner.:D <3

the music lady!lois anusha.hahaha..
after shopping for dinner ingredients.just us gals.

thats not me.trust me.its not.

playing uno for fide.hehe..nonsense


and finally..THE FOOD!!


hope u guys enjoyed it.

xoxo

nothing can i boast in

At God’s perfect timing
Christ died for fallen man.
He wore a crown of thorns,
Nails driven through His hands.
Christ willingly endured it,
To death He chose to go.
He broke His body for us,
Shed blood to make us whole.

Nothing can I boast in,
My life is scarred with sin.
My works are filthy rags,
No merit can I bring.
Yet mercy filled Christ’s heart,
Love took Him to the tree.
It’s grace alone which saves me;
Christ’s blood that sets me free.

So if I am boasting,
I’ll speak of my disgrace.
For my weak self displays
The power of God’s grace.
Christ’s Spirit works within me,
In weakness He is strong.
So I look to my Savior

To safely bring me home.

*one of my fav songs now.*

fly fly away exams!faster!!

hey!!omg!!exams!!!2 papers down!1 more to go!!but but thats only next friday.and tomorrow im gonna go over to serdang!woohoo!n im feeling a lil psycho rite now.well anyway.my fren nikolas asked me to post this link http://icanhascheezburger.com/ here.its so freaking cute!thanks nik!

xoxo

underwater world!!

ok.a lot has been happening lately and as much as i hate to admit it..it has affected me in many ways.i may not show it but it definitely has and im getting suck at covering up.but thats not y im writing today.im posting this thing because i wanna tell u all wat happened yesterday!!

well..it was the last day of art class and we had to finish up our portfolio and bring it for ms.Sithra to see.the class was decorated with all our underwater animals and a lil extras and miss sithra spoke to us i forgot about wat.hahah..and here are some pics for u to see.enjoy!oh ya i brought bubbles!!!

cheryl and i

my whole class!!

hahaha..i was telling cheryl sumthing.

i love my class and miss sithra!!
xoxo.

:(

it hurts.gets worse by the moment.
i miss u.
wish i could have u back.
is it pride that stops us from being together?
or is it just insufficient amount of love?
i hated it when we fought.
im sry i wasnt good enough for u
now that i lost u..
these tears wont stop flowing..
i cant get my mind off u.
i loved u,love u and always will.

bbq,friends and marshes!!!

hi again!!im back!yes yes.today ah..i went to coll n i made an eel out of newspaper.for art.damn cacat la.or how lee wen wud say it..chat chat.lol.

then afta coll the whole class went to ai ling's house.n when i say the whole class i mean the whole class.everyone except jen yi..:( and 3 more ppl la.xiao hei,da hei and ju hei!!!:DDD

so when we reached ai ling's place..she n her boyfren were there.n the bf was starting the bbq.but..it was damn windy cos it was gonna rain.n then the fire went out.so li xin,jee lian ai lingkenneth n i went behind into the kitchen to fry the chicken.(damn we're smart!)of cos kenneth wudnt noe how to cook so we didnt allow him near the stove.but he tried to b helpfull by taking drinks n plates for us.awww..but still.he complained more than he helped.n jeelian.well..she tried to help too.hahaha..when li xin n i were getting splashed by the oil.n we were both ou-ing.pain u noe..so poor thing la we all.then jee lian decided to cut the watermelon n it was EXTRA sweet cos she cut it.while we were cooking..the others were outside playing mafia.all the chinese speaking ones.then english speaking ppl who were feeling a bit the sesat were cooking.:D

then ah..then ah..we went out to cut the bday cake.it was the jelly cake thing u noe..barbie doll one.n the cake was so colourful!!!heeee..:D then..we went out n ate a bit took pictures sing birthday song like 5 times.haha..then we went out n bbqed more food n we bbqed marshmallows!!yum yum!n when ai ling's guy friends came..kelly got all excited n shy..aww...hahah..n i fed the neighbors' dog shally i think.hahah..she's so beautiful!!n so afta awhile everyone started going back..n i was the last among my classmates to go back.waited for my mom to pick me up.n as i was walking outta the house my foot just kinda twisted AND I FELL!!rite next to ai ling's guy friend!damn embarrassing wei!!!n i was like..wth?!hahahaha..i think it was like karma.cos i made kelly shy in front of them.damn!karma's a bitch.seriously bites u in the ass.haha..then i went home n i came online.n now im gonna post this blog.so bye bye.n oh ya.i had fun with all of u!!! enjoyed the cooking and the marshmallows!i lurrve u gals!!
xoxo.

shrimp shrimp and more shrimp!

hiiiii!!!its been ages i noe..n im so so so sorry.just didnt hv the inspiration to write u noe..to put my feelings n things that happened around me to words.haaha..cheh...too much.
ok anyways..today nono actually yesterday(2nd April 2009) i went out with all the DECE seniors for ann's bday.we went to bubba shrimp!haahah..n they went crazy!!thats y i love them!lets see..who came ah?i try to remember their names k?ameeta and jo,ann and aaron(her bf),melissa,bie(i think thats how u spell it) and comel(her bf),li san,I yin,one guy named sanjeev(the guy who only eats chicken),dorothy,anotha gal i duno the name,didi,ann's aunty and last but definitely not least...i think her name is li ying.i think la.we call her tai ka jie!!!n im the small tai ka jie now and the baby cos i was the youngest.not sure its sumthin i should b proud of.lol.:)
guess wat i had for dinner?!guess guess!!i had shrimp as an appetizer.shrimp for dinner shrimp for side meals n cake for dessert.hahaha...oh.n got chicken oso.


omg!so many things happened in the few hours.jo came late.n i kinda scolded him for that.hehehe thats how i got the name "small tai ka jie"..n n n those dudes frm the restaurant sang for ann.they said sumthin like "if you want to see ur birthday cake!!let me see ur bootie shake!!"hahaha!!we thought it was kinda copying fridays u noe.cos she had to stand on the chair n all that.so yea.but wtv.but!there was a cute waiter!haha!!ok.im kinda telling the story in reverse.i tend to do that a lot.so before all that cake cutting n singing we came early to pyramid to get ann's prezzie wrapped.we got her a watch..ooo...then li san came then slowly slowly everyone came la.so nice.n finally the food oso came.then when they went to collect the cake..after warpping the pressie..mel n li san wanted to go to hello bali to find out sum stuff la.when we were there rite..i saw may!!!!u noe?MAY LIM CHIN AI??!!!the one working in italianese.hahhaa..ya.that may.n i met a new fren.wats her name ah?ok.i forgot.hahaha..shh..may's colleague la.n anotha one was pravin.her other working mate.and before this whole pyramid thing..i got to teach my mom's 7 year old tuition student who is autistic.so cute la the boy!but but..before that..i went out with jade to parade to get her magazine.its my 2nd time seeing jade since she came back frm hobart!!wth?!she sees my bf more than me!so not fair!
ok.thats all i wanna say i think.all in all i had a great time!=)
n HAPPEE BIRTHDAY ANN!!!its ok to be 21!ur not considered old...
YET!haahahah..im mean.n tomorrow there's ai ling's bday..duno if i can go or not.i hope i can make it.n the next day is ann's bday party.anotha one at her uncle's place then evening got badminton.thinking if i should go.haha..see la how.

oh!!anotha thing happened today!i did my art work n i did it wrong.i got soooo pissed off i crushed the paper n threw it on the floor.then i realised i didnt hv the energy n semangat to do anotha one.so i uncrumpled it and said sorry to that piece of shit.

i guess thats all for now.tc ppl!
xoxo